| POO!!! |
[Mar. 29th, 2006|12:49 pm] |
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I have moved on to myspace ya'll sorry to disappoint you. go to www.myspace.com/mikeymarks later |
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| LeT's PaRtY lIkE iT's 2o06 |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|08:50 am] |
It's been a really long time since I wrote it on here wouldn't you say? Well it's been a bumpy road and it is continuing to spiral every which way. I am finally leaving Tower Records! Whaoo! Tis true, i am going in search of a better job that i could call, home. (car screetches to a holt) Home? Yeah Right! But I will find a job soon . I'm not a bum, well not really. You know it's not so bad to take a break you know. I can get alot of shit done. I can work on my movie script i started in 8th grade and never ever finished, also i lost it so i gotta start over. that sucks but It's still alll in my head. I can sleep, lord knows i need it. Whatever, possibilities are endless. I gotta get over this damn cold though. It seems as though i am very prone to colds. I feel like i have this bright glowing sign on my head that says "La Club De Colds" Enter Here. yeah i try to be funny but it's not working. Let me tell you what's been goin' on since the last time i wrote. I love my apartment it's so awesome. I've had mad party goings on. I have had random sexual encounters. well ok just saying it out loud really. The thing is, and I hate that i have this, OCD.
It sucks that i have this disease. I get so frustrated about dust, that I am constantly cleaning and vacuuming. Oh yeah, I bought this fantabulous vacuum. It's big and red and vacuumes the shit outta the place. It even leaves the lines in the carpet. If you vacuum your apartment/parents home, you know what i'm talking about. I have a red and white them going on too. So if anyone sees some cool red junk anywhere please tell me about it. :)
Until now I thought I was loosely dating this one guy, but he hasn't called me since after Thanksgiving. Why are men such shit? I mean I know people are very very busy, but unless you breath,sleep,eat,walk,shop, and talk work, you have no excuse not to call me ok?! It really takes no time. I have been guilty of not callling someone in the same day but i have valid excuses for those. I do! Anway I met him at a party that my good friend Tynika held at her last living area, which she shares with some cool peeps in rockville. He came into the room so waspy-like. You know in a hurry but talking to every person as his destination was the kitchen. saying things like "why hello darlin', and how are you sweetie" really queeny right? well, I guess it was just for humor, cause he really isn't like that, well I find it cute, i mean i had a boyfriend (John) that was really queeny and it pissed me off. But Greg(guy at party) was doing it a mellow but comfortable way. Ok anyone lost? it's ok it's like 8am. so I'm still waking up. Well, we started flirting and shit. well long story short, we started seeing a little more of each other every other week. I don't know what happened. oh well.
Had a great halloween party. I got dressed up looking like the nurse from Kill Bill. I looked more like Dee Snider From Twisted Sister, well a low key version, if such a thing. Got really high and had some not so friendly people over that i swore stole some stuff, cds, dvds. I have such a horrid memory, that I tell people they can borrow stuff but later down the road i forget who took what, so ok, maybe they are being borrowed not sure, but it has been a while. So if anyone has anything of mine, please return it just so i know nothing was stolen from that day. I know it sounds wierd but i just wanna go through all of my movies and cds. Thanks.
My cousins and Uncle and Aunt came for the Thanksgiving holiday. That was awesome. Well, not as awesome as I would have liked, 'cause I had to work but nonetheless great. I found out my cousin Brandon smokes. Oh did we have a smoke out party between us. It was great. history in the making. We made a pumpkin and brown sugar pie for dinner. I can't believe we made a great pie, it was fucking good as shit! Of course, my Mom was like " why you making a pumpkin pie with graham cracker crust"? i was like " It's something different" and yet she had an apple pie with cheese crust? which was yummy but, hello don't be critisizing my pie and then having a non traditional pie yourself. honestly yeesh!
My grandma came for Christmas/Chanukkah. I love her so much. Imagine an 80 year old version of Lucille Ball. you know "I Love Lucy". and add in a small similarity to Rose and Sophia from the Golden Girls and you got my grandma "Nana" as she likes to be called. She got so drunk with my mom one night, i called from work and they were like laughing for 15 minutes and I was in tears from laughing with them. They made no sense whatsoever. She bought me red dishes and red bowls for my red and white apartment. I got some Red and gold patterned pillows from my neighbor and I got a bigger,used,TV from my dad. Not red. I got a stuffed dog from Alyson, which was so funny. We had a secret santa thing at work and all I wanted was a puppy. I told everyone that i wanted a dog so badly.But a real dog is way over 20 dollars. Alyson tuned out not being my secret santa, but she did give me a stuffed puppy, that was so great.
Leo came here for a couple weeks, which is soo cool! I missed you man. Alot! I had few people to hang out with after work. Dede and Leo and I hung out some nights. She had a get together at her house "The Night He Came Home" (Halloween theme song in my head). Http://holidays.huddlenet.com/halloween.sounds/halloween.mid.
Lauren came home too! It was oodles of fun to have her. She showed me her final project which was fuckin' awesome as shit. Fruit and Make-up. Those pictures are fantastic. I can't wait to go up to NY and hang out. I am so glad I just told myself to go. I need to get outta here even thou it's only for a couple days.
Leo, Lauren and I watched Naussica. Dude, if you have not seen this movie, rent it. It's a japanimation film. Battles galore and Uma Thurman. Also, there is this other movie which Leo and I watched last night, Castle In The Sky. Awesome! James Dan Der Beek, oh yes the voice talent of Mr. Dawson Leary himself. The girl who played Rogue in X-Men and Cloris Leechman(Spanglish). You gotta see these movies.
Movies not to see and see, that I saw in 2005:
King Kong (new Edition)- This movie stars Naomi Wattts, Jack Black, and Adriane Brody. What I have to say about this movie is repulsive to me. Well, not the movie itself, but more or less the actors. Naomi Watts had, just like every actor in the biz, a stunt double. however, this stunt double you could clearly see was two feet shorter then Naomi, she had man shoulders, you could obviously see the altercations of the dress to fit this monsterous shoulders. and she had curly light brown hair, hello, Naomi has blonde hair. You can never put jack Black in a movie and think that you will take him seriously. He plays a lousy no good for nothing director that tries to make millions by discovering a never before discovered island where, who is?, that's right kiddies, King Kong himsoef. Big in size, but puppy like quality when he and Niomi meet. I love Peter Jackson for his Lord of The Rings Epic, but He would have made Chronicles of Narnia better. DO NOT PUT MONEY TOWARDS THIS MOVIE!!!
Which brings me to my next movie...
The Chronicles of Narnia - I love the books. I read them alot when i was a little boy. It was fantastic to see it on a big screen. They could have pciked a meaner Queen but what the hey. They kids looked like thay had no facial expressions whatsoever. But so much better than King King. Go see this movie if you are a fan of the books.
Fun with Dick and Jane: Jim Carrey trying to be funny, yet again. This movie is a remake by the way, not alot of people know this. The original, I forget the year, but it stars a young Jane Fonda. If I had to write a real review of this movie, I would have to say only that, the original was way better, but a really good attempt to do a remake, better luck next time. Though for everyone's sake there better not be one. DO NOT PUT MONEY TOWARDS THIS MOVIE!
Brokeback Mountain- all I have to say is that Jake G. is an amazing fucking good actor with eyes like a god. I love him so much. He needs to be gay. I'm sorry but Michelle Williams playing someone else, other than Jen Linly (Dawson's Creek), not happening. Great story though.
Aight, I'm not typing anymore, I'm gonna go sleep some more and eat. laterz!! |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|12:44 am] |
Hello Starshine, The Earth Says Hello!!
Ok, ya so i guess i told a little white lie, when i said i was goin' 2 update but whatev, so here is da update:
1. Got back from Italy, Fabulous!!! ( dats da only time u will ever hear me utter dat word)
2. Did not have Tower as a job, got depressed. gained 10 pounds (no Joke, possibly 15)
3. Dad and Stepmothr, offer me a job workin' as there secretary/manager of da house. 12.50 a fuckin' hour (yipee!!!)
4. Got a part time job workin' 4 Hot Topic. It's an acrually interestin' place. It;s around people, which is not da case at Dad's house.
5. Went on a couple screwed up dates. I know I know, I will go out 2 meet people like normal people do, no longer this aol, surfing da net bull shit. Ok, I say dat now, you know I will go in a chat room once i am done writing this entry.
6. Cable got shut the fuck off, because 4 some reason, the postal service kept my mail for 2 months, granted i was stupid and never called to ask where a bill was, hey, they could have been all trying a free 2 monther, no?! Ok fine, don't agree with me. well , anyway i paid them off so now i am just waiting to get it turned back on.
so that's my update, o and yes, i forgot, i got Mary Kay products, oh yes, they are so fuckin awesome. eEspecially this exfoliating lotion combo, to die 4, my skin fels smooth like butter, ok not butter, but well . . .i have to do it alot more times, before this dry skin can heal.
well, thats me in a heart beat . . . why do people say that, when in reality, you say more then just a heart beat, it's more like a load of heart beats. . oh well. the unexplained, is well, darn tootin' unexplainable.
I have to say one more thing, i'm addicted to collecting Buffy The Vampire Slayer series on DVD, i am up to Season 4 now. yippeee!!!
Well, if you ya'll come up with things cool to do let me know. The party animal is ready to party. ok, umm that was Korny. Sorry! |
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| KILL DAD & FAMILY vol. 1 |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:34 pm] |
While I'm in Florence, there are some family issues i am going through. No family vacation would be complete with a hell or 10 from Dad and Nancy. Nancy...I do not think i have introduced her character yet in any of my journal entries yet. She is a mystry. A woman who is 45, but looks 12, on occasion. However, those wrinkles are showing a bit. She has locks of bleach blonde hair and she has a venomous tongue on her. She can strike at any moment. With one say, she can make even dogs go rabid. Well, i think you get the picture. Anyway, both of these parental units are very stressed at the moment, I don't know why. When we all go out, they always seem moody and cranky, which is probably the same in itself, but whatever.
Every time I say something, Dad and\or Nancy have always something bad to respond with. They are some strange people. I got into a heated arguement the other day with Dad. He had a problem with the way i dress. I snapped and I finally told him that he has never excepted me for who I am, which he of course disagreed with, and that I am who I am and that's tough shit whether he likes it or not. I finally said it, which made me feel good. But then after I knew I should have said more.
Lauren and I went to Rome yesterday, and we got these really awesome belts that say "Fuckin' Criminal" on them, and Dad and Nancy got pissed off, and said that the kids know how to read and it's rude to wear it. Hello, it;s actaully what alot of people wear here anyway. Criminal is the hip clothes line here. Lauren Myself and this other guy, Tomo, are going to a fashion show tomorrow, which features, Criminal. I'm totally going to wear the belt, but Dad and Nancy were like, you cannot wear it for the rest of the trip. What a bunch of jack asses. Well, like i sadi this is vol. 1 so I will update you all later. Hope everyone is having fun. write back peoples, I wanna know what's goin' on!!!! |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|07:22 pm] |
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I have been trying to write poetry ever since i got here, and it is really hard to get my thoughts on paper. I have been feeling so many things and for some reason they will not leak from pen to page. Why is it so hard for me to write a single verse? Maybe there are too many things clouding my mind. It is usually so easy for me to write, and now i draw total blanks. Is it because i have smoked way too much that my brain cells cannot think for themselves anymore? more on this later. got to go |
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| I aint no holla back boy |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|07:03 pm] |
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so i have not written in a long time, so whatever! im in Florence Italy right now and its absofuckin amazing! One o my best friends is here with me, i believe everyone knows lauren and if not u should because she will be fuckin famous one day and in 500 years from now she will be in every gallery in Italy u best believe. Anywhoo, we have been here for 4 days now and we are getting fed like cows. the food is fantastico and the scenery is immaculate! We are stayin in a villa not far from town, but its like a 20 minute drive and a fuckin hike like hour to get there by foot probably have not dared to try. Like iceland almost everyone has great skin and the women are like models! Seriously!!! well, Lauren and I had to wait 3 days to get are clothes bags because somehow they did not make our plane from atlanta to milan. so now we are lavishing in our clothes like gitty school children. we refused to buy replacements but now, we dont care what things cost we will go shopping, oh yes we will go shopping and hopefully clubbing..i gotta check out the boys *clears throat* i mean menz ova here! well hope many of you can left because we both might need a possible crane to get us off the plane, we have been eating very well, like fruits and stuff, but oh god, the ice creams and the pastas and oh the deserts oh fabulous!!! ok well see you laterz im going to enjoys some capaccino...by the way my new fav. drink. oh yes, starbucks has nothing on Italy! there is no starbucks in sight. ciao!!!! |
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| It's About To Be A What?,,,Girl Fight! |
[May. 6th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
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So, yeah I'm sittin' here thinkin'if I really wanna go see Paris Hilton's body get torn to shreds by a mass murderer or not?! What you think? It's late but i wanan go see a movie, prolly House O' Wax is not what I really need right now?! I am gonna have a house warming party real soon guys i promise. I think next Saturday?! Sound good? Good! I cannot have that many people in my hizzie but it should be fun :) I love Shark Tale by the way, last night i got so high off my horse, that The fishes were swimmin' right at me!! Ok, not really but it was funny no?! Eh, none has a sense of humor anymore. Anyway, I was talking to my Mom today about life support and shit, I don't know why (scratches head in wonderment), but I was told to ask around and who I would want to be my life support judge persaon thingy mabob, Who would love to decide if i should be put on life support or not. I mena really I would rather have someone pull the plug as soon as the doctors hint that i am dying slowly. I don't want to be put through that hell of being a veggie. Well, anyway that's all I'm sayin' bout that. Oh yeah Backstreet Boys, they are too old to be called boys anymore by the way, they should think of a new name, and whatsa with that dumb ass song, aren't they all married? why are singing about being broken and shit? At least they got a partner, shiiit! i'm not a bitter jaded queen yet, but i am getting there which makes me to be very uncool but i miss love alot. well, time go drown myself in my bed of comfortableness. laterz |
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| please post this on ur new entries i wanna see what you all have to say |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|01:51 am] |
LAYER ONE:
>-- Name: Michael Shannon Marks aka "Mikey"
>-- Birth date:02/22/82
>-- Birthplace: I think Takoma Park,MD but i' not sure
>-- Current Location: Rockville, Md..it's not North Bethesda or Kensington DAMMIT!!!
>-- Eye Color: Blue/green
>-- Hair Color:Brown
>-- Height:5'6 dammit i'm short..i'll never get a part in a porn now!! LOL!
>-- Righty or Lefty: lefty, we rule!
>-- Zodiac Sign: Pisces
>LAYER TWO:
>-- Your heritage: Polish, Irish, I'm an Irish Jew aka a jewlick. LOL!! nevermind
>-- The shoes you wore today: oh you now those slip on shoes, for those of us who gets stuck in our shoes once in a while...lol
>-- Your fears: Dying alone
>-- Your perfect pizza: the four mini pizzas from Pizza Hut...yea stoner food!!!
>-- Goal you'd like to achieve: TOO MANY!!!!
>LAYER THREE:
>-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: A/S/L? (Age/sex/location? I hook up alot don't i?
>-- Your thoughts first waking up: why??????? not now!!!! 9 MORE MINUTES PLEASE!!!!!
>-- Your best physical feature: HMMM... i dunno my ass/??! Juat kidding, though i need an ass
>-- Your bedtime:Depends.. anywhere from 12 (rare) to 4am.. usually. lately its been 2am
>-- Your most missed memory: what memory? i don't miss any such memories.
>LAYER FOUR:
>-- Pepsi or Coke: Mountain Dew. the most refreshing drink of our time!!
>-- McDonald's or Burger King: so fatty...i choose taco bell or TGI Fridays..no mcdonalds, did anyone see Super Size Me? that guy had to get a triple bipass..ewwwww
>-- Single or group dates: u mean all this time i could have been dating in groups/ i thought that was just for sex? dating though? WOW!
>-- Adidas or Nike: Neither. i hate those companies..i like sketchers or converse or what i am callin "high shoes" aka slip-ons
>-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
>-- Chocolate or vanilla: what? cake? ice cream? What dammit??!! I love Chocolate though!! MMMMMMmmm!
>-- Cappuccino or coffee: My newish most favorite drink to get, White Chocolate Mocha...mmm
>LAYER FIVE:
>-- Smoke: Malboro Lights ...those 10 minute breaks are awesome!!!
>-- Cuss: i don't fuckin' care to fuckin' cuss u fuckin' fuck head! FUCK!!!
>-- Sing: i don't have a singing voice but i love to sing in the shower or pretend to sing in the car with friends
>-- Take a shower everyday: i need to everyday..hello i'm gay i need to b clean. who knows who i will meet these days! LOL
>-- Have a crush(es): who doesn't?
>-- Do you think you've been in love: More than once.. but I always got hurt.
>-- Want to go to college: No thanks.
>-- Like(d) high school: hated it but I miss it now.
>-- Want to get married: *shrugs* I dont need the paper to BE with someone. it's only paper.
>-- Believe in yourself: i always see the glass as half empty...i blame this on my parents..u luv me..u really luv me!
>-- Get motion sickness: Not alot of the time, sometimes
>-- Think you're attractive: My face is. Im working on the body. i want to get plastic surgery so i can look like brad pitt or at least someone who looks like they need to be in a gay porn...thats the shit.
>-- Think you're a health freak: i try to, but i get targeted for getting sick alot of the year
>-- Get along with your parent(s):My dad's ok, my step mother is plain and bitchy and my mom is a work aholic and a neat freak but i love her.
>-- Like thunderstorms: at times. They can be beautiful but deadly.
>-- Play an instrument: no but i do Want to learn to play guitar.
>LAYER SIX:
>In the past month...
>-- Drank alcohol: hell-o i'm irish!! what do u think?
>-- Smoked: tons!!!!!
>-- Done a drug: ex once and i'm working on being brave enough to take oxy cotton...i'm gonna do it i swear, but i need people to witness this
>-- Had Sex: *eyerolls* i'm gay right?
>-- Made Out: look up
>-- Gone on a date: no (sighs) only random hook ups...i miss the love man!!!
>-- Gone to the mall:not really
>-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos:half a box the ther night...does that count?
>-- Eaten sushi: yep.. yummmmm and then got high with Sam
>-- Been on stage: nah
>-- Been dumped: not this past month? well, actaully not in a while..oh that makes me sad?
>-- Gone skating: twice in my life i will hold on to that damn railing if i feel like it i dont care if i look like a moron.
>-- Made homemade cookies: u can make them homemade? no shit?!!! lol
>-- Gone skinny dipping: nah
>-- Dyed your hair: no
>-- Stolen anything: who hasn't in thier lives once or twice...err (looks down)...5 times. this month though, doves chocolates oh c'mon they don't need money they are like the 5th richest company in the worl right? well whatever, they are not worth 6 buck outta my pocket.
>LAYER SEVEN:
>Ever...
>-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: hell ya!
>-- If so, was it mixed company: dammit..only gurlz..no bois!
>-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: drinking hell ya.....oh ya and lots of weeeed!
>-- Been caught "doing something": doing something? whats that? be specific. oh u mean sex? no. i'm a sneaky one with that matter.
>-- Been called a tease: hoe.slut.whore. ummm wait let me think some more.
>-- Changed who you were to fit in: unfortunetly yes i have..i was a angered teen once that just wanted to be loved....ummm...no i'm a angered young adult that just wants to be loved!!! still true to this day. ask anyone!!!
>LAYER EIGHT:
>-- Age you hope to be married: whenever it happens. I dont plan
>-- Numbers and Names of Children: OMG. what kinda perfectionist made this. I DONT KNOW! I want to live not PLAN my life. though, i was watching les Miserables, and i wanna name my daughter coset or samora from the ring movies...she was so cute in that movie, then she grew up to be played by that bitch...kirsten dunst!!!
>-- Describe your Dream Wedding: where im happy and with someone I love.
>-- How do you want to die: happy and with people I love. i want a vikig funeral. shipped out to sea in a wooden casket and burned. that willl be so hottt!!
>-- Where you want to go to college: N/A
>-- What do you want to be when you grow up: i wanna be a stripper that can make enough money to survive.. lol maybe a hooker!! lol
>-- What country would you most like to visit: theres several. I wont list them here.
>LAYER NINE:
>In a guy..
>-- Best eye color? green or blue
>-- Best hair color? blone, brown
>-- Short or long hair: i go wild for the medium length hair
>-- height: my height or somewhat shorter. No one TOO short.. and theres not too many NON gastly looking things taller than me.
>-- Best weight: fleshy. I dont want an anorexic I can break. but musclur but not an arnold...wow too too big."we haaave to get ooouuuuttttt offffff heeeerrrreeeee"!!!
>-- Best articles of clothing: something that looks good on them. but they are not a diva!
>-- Best first date location: wherever we both like.
>-- Best first kiss location: the cheek. a little lip. dammit a snack, not the whole kitchen..dammit!
>LAYER TEN:
>-- Number of drugs taken illegally: umm what number i lost count after 1....hehe
>-- Number of people I could trust with my life: goood question....well i would have to say Lauren.....she will always be there....i love you girl!!!
>-- Number of CDs that I own: at least 800+
>-- Number of piercings: 4 on left ear
>-- Number of tattoos: a beautifully done black rose on my right shoulder and ANGEL written amazingly on my belly under my belly button...love it...so hot!!!
>-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i think like 4 times..my dad gets in the newspaper alot and he tells them that he has 4 kids and our names follw. but dammit i have not been recognized! RECOGNIZE ME!!!
>-- Number of scars on my body: none..knock on wood!
>-- Number of things in my past that I REALLY regret: too many! Dammit i'm not brave, i just act kool! I should be braver, than i would have done alot of things differently.
enough for now...peace |
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| Who The Fuckl IS Alice? |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|01:43 am] |
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Ok hello everyone did you miss me? i missed me!! HAHA!! Ok well here is my long long awaited update for you all, so come on kids gather 'round and uncle mikey has a story to tell you. Grab your papamacorn and drugs and get ready for the ride of your life. I am MOVED out AGAIN!!! It's fuckin' awesome, lonely but awesome nonetheless! I have been here about a month now. I have hand me down furniture, which i cannot complain its all free!!! I have lots and lots, well ok, with the furniture it's not alot of room. But much bigger then i ever thought of having. I am a neat-er freak though i think then i have ever been and that freaks me out. Like a crumb? for heaven sake i have to bring out the fuckin' big ass duty vacuum cleaner, Michelle..help me not be such a freak. Michelle, will be moving in!! HELL YEAH!! I dunno when, but soon. I will finally have cats in my room...hehe that's hot!!! I am finaly usin' my iPod...it's fuckin' sweeet! I have so many catagories in it. I have a reggaeton catagory..if you do not know what that is...you MUST listen. It's a reggae-ish version of today's songs. People, seriously i know you will all shoot me for this but i like the new local group Kenin. I really do! They are "growin' on me" like the Darkness. ok that sounded stoopid. I am still at Tower Records and i need to leave right away it's not a good place to be anymore. Anyone lookin for a house boy? lol! I am still single, and ok with that 'cause i don't need that bullshit, however i would like to find someone someday and if there are takers out there please aplly with a response to this entry lol. only half serious lol. MARY.. please call me!!! We need to have a chat. You need to come over and we need to party or something 'cause...well just call me! Does anyone have LEo's address by the way? Michelle.. did you call Lauren? I am goin' to Florida for the weekend to sit with the rest of the jews at the table for Passover. so wish me luck, hmm this entry wasn't as long as i thought it would be and as i hoped but maybe umm later on...gotta go smoke and watch Queer As Folk season 4 BABY!! YEAAH!!! O, one more thing, listen to LUdacris' new single, the number one spot.....it's hot!!! hey, i rhymed lol...laterz!!!! |
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| sittin' on the dock of the bay, umm not really but you get the jist of the song? |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|02:13 am] |
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hello ladies, gentlemen, boys and girls, flamboyant gentlemen- how ya'll derrin? I'm movin' soon, in fact next friday. I'm so excited, especially 'cause Michelle will be joinin' in da mix. I think it will be a great place to stay and a fun place to just chill out. There is a gym, and for the summer, a pool right outside more door. LOVE IT!!! Money will be tight, but maybe i can whore myself for the extra cash, hehe just kidding!!!! I wish i started saving since i was little, imagine how rich i would have been if i took out a dollar out of every allowance i got or all the checks i got from bdays and such. oh well! I'll be fun.....i know i will...(looks around room) i am alone in this house, it's kinda scary...i dunno what's different this time. i love being alone, but not now. isn't that wierd??? i never felt so alone...wait that's a lie....i have not felt this alone in a while...wierdness....gotta smoke more pot...and cartoons and....honey bomb...yeah!!! gotta do dat....laterz |
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| baby is this love for real? |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
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oh ya somethin i forgot....fuck valentine's day...and oh don't forget my birthday bitches....just kidding i love you all...looks all around |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|12:00 pm] |
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As sit kind of, sort of, not really comfortably in this chair at Johns Hopkins Hospital, I think to myself: God, I don't wanna ever become a patient here. If I ever have to be hospitalized again, I would ask that it be in my own home. I would demand that my recuperation stage would be at home...less noise..oh god the noise here is atrocious!! My grandpa cannot get any sleep here at all. Between the renovations,or fixings of things, outside the hospital, there is always nurses coming in to check his blood pressure and all sorts of things. I came in today with my grandma, and aunt, and I felt so horrible for him, we were all making noises and such to cheer him up, cause he apparently was very depressed yesterday. Anyway, I had to take my grandma outside so we can make whatever noises we wanted to so that he may be able to sleep or attempt to really relax. My aunt is a message therapist, so she is helping him to relax,mind, body, and soul. Hope it puts him to sleep. My dad keeps sending emails on a daily basis, and every time, there is always something that says about no sleep or hardly any sleep, and i feel totally bad. He is suppossed to come home on Sunday at the latest to my dads house. Hello...does anyone else find that strange...they actually think he will get rest there..between the two kids always always making noises and the housekeeper/cleaning lady always with her vacuum (you know that place is huge and can take hours to clean), not even one single closed door can keep out the tiniest of noises.
Arghhh!! This is rough! I cannot take death lightly. I mean it was easy for me to (not to sound mean) get over my other grandfather's death because I did not have an emotional attachment to him, I was nearly 11 when he developed alzheimers, so he hardly knew many as the years went on, and with him in the nursing home in Florida and me in maryland, well you get the point. However, with knowing full well who I am and knowing eachother, my grandfather means alot to me and even though the legend i so very true,indeed Jewish people are very naggy, i love him to death and always will.
I have decided to become an apprentice of the jewish art of maybe one day becoming a Passover leader. My grandfather, every year, leads ther two days services of Passover. An with him getting older someone has to, like when a King dies, and needs and heir to the throne, i would love to take over the position of leader of Passover. Now usually it is the older of the gang that leads. So with thsat in mind i have a long while, but i would like to start learning so i may be ready just in case. I doubt very much my own father would lead a service. When Passover is at his house, he has it catered anyway, he would hire a leader, lazy bastard that he is. I don't know about his other siblings, but i want to be prepared. thats the main point.
on a lighter note, I finally saw Kill Bill One in it's full entirty. When, i saw this movie in the theatre, i was highly intoxicated and with a friend, and we ended up passing out for most of the movie. So, I'm very excited!! I tried watching Kill Bill Two last night, i have to finish it but it has not caught my full attention yet. The first one grabs your attention by the balls as soon as the credits roll by and never lets go until the end. I also saw the first episode of The Sopranos...I wish i was Italian...man being in a mob family would be so kool!!! well, gotta go peace |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|02:57 am] |
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LAYER ONE:
>-- Name: Michael Shannon Marks aka "Mikey"
>-- Birth date:02/22/82
>-- Birthplace: I think Takoma Park,MD but i' not sure
>-- Current Location: Rockville, Md..it's not North Bethesda or Kensington DAMMIT!!!
>-- Eye Color: Blue/green
>-- Hair Color:Brown
>-- Height:5'7
>-- Righty or Lefty: lefty, we rule!
>-- Zodiac Sign: Pisces
>LAYER TWO:
>-- Your heritage: Polish, Irish, I'm an Irish Jew aka a jewlick. LOL!! nevermind
>-- The shoes you wore today: black converse with stars on the sides
>-- Your fears: Dying alone
>-- Your perfect pizza: the four mini pizzas from Pizza Hut...yea stoner food!!!
>-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Starting a Fashion line. Maybe work/run a bar or a dance club. Be happy, i can't take these mood swings of mine anymore.
>LAYER THREE:
>-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: gtg...strongbad...lol
>-- Your thoughts first waking up: why??????? not now!!!! 9 MORE MINUTES PLEASE!!!!!
>-- Your best physical feature: HMMM... i dunno my ass/??! Juat kidding, though i need an ass
>-- Your bedtime:Depends.. anywhere from 12 (rare) to 4am.. usually. lately its been 2am
>-- Your most missed memory: what memory? i don't miss any such memories.
>LAYER FOUR:
>-- Pepsi or Coke: Mountain Dew. the most refreshing drikn of our time!!
>-- McDonald's or Burger King: so fatty...i choose taco bell or TGI Fridays..no mcdonalds, did anyone see Super Size Me? that guy had to get a triple bipass..ewwwww
>-- Single or group dates: Umm. Single when its someone special. Group when its friends. it also depends on the person
>-- Adidas or Nike: Neither. i hate those companies..i like sketchers or converse
>-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
>-- Chocolate or vanilla: what? cake? ice cream? What dammit??!! I love Chocolate though!! MMMMMMmmm!
>-- Cappuccino or coffee: My newish most favorite drink to get, White Chocolate Mocha...mmm
>LAYER FIVE:
>-- Smoke: Malboro Lights ...those 10 minute breaks are awesome!!!
>-- Cuss: i don't fuckin' care to fuckin' cuss u fuckin' fuck head! FUCK!!!
>-- Sing: i don't have a singing voice but i love to sing in the shower or pretend to sing in the car with friends
>-- Take a shower everyday: i need to everyday..hello i'm gay i need to b clean. who knows who i will meet these days! LOL
>-- Have a crush(es): who doesn't?
>-- Do you think you've been in love: More than once.. but I always got hurt.
>-- Want to go to college: No thanks.
>-- Like(d) high school: hated it but I miss it now.
>-- Want to get married: *shrugs* I dont need the paper to BE with someone. it's only paper.
>-- Believe in yourself: i always see the glass as half empty...i blame this on my parents..u luv me..u really luv me!
>-- Get motion sickness: Not alot of the time, sometimes
>-- Think you're attractive: My face is. Im working on the body. i want to get plastic surgery so i can look like brad pitt or at least someone who looks like they need to be in a gay porn...thats the shit.
>-- Think you're a health freak: i try to, but i get targeted for getting sick alot of the year
>-- Get along with your parent(s):My dad's ok, my step mother is plain and bitchy and my mom is a work aholic and a neat freak but i love her.
>-- Like thunderstorms: at times. They can be beautiful but deadly.
>-- Play an instrument: no but i do Want to learn to play guitar.
>LAYER SIX:
>In the past month...
>-- Drank alcohol: hell-o i'm irish!! what do u think?
>-- Smoked: tons!!!!!
>-- Done a drug: ex once and i'm working on being brave enough to take oxy cotton...i'm gonna do it i swear, but i need people to witness this
>-- Had Sex: *eyerolls* i'm gay right?
>-- Made Out: look up
>-- Gone on a date: no (sighs) only random hook ups...i miss the love man!!!
>-- Gone to the mall:not really
>-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos:mmm i love 'em but i have not had them in a while
>-- Eaten sushi: yep.. yummmmm
>-- Been on stage: nah
>-- Been dumped: i'm not gonna get into that shit
>-- Gone skating: twice in my life i will hold on to that damn railing if i feel like it i dont care if i look like a moron.
>-- Made homemade cookies: u can make them homemade? no shit?!!! lol
>-- Gone skinny dipping: nah
>-- Dyed your hair: i used to dye it blonde to look like eminem, i only looked like a skunk lol. i tried black, though i notice my hair is getting darker with age...wait is that a good thing?
>-- Stolen anything: who hasn't in thier lives once or twice...err (looks down)...5 times.
>LAYER SEVEN:
>Ever...
>-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: hell ya!
>-- If so, was it mixed company: dammit..only gurlz..no bois!
>-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: drinking hell ya.....oh ya and lots of weeeed!
>-- Been caught "doing something": doing something? whats that? be specific. oh u mean sex? no. i'm a sneaky one with that matter.
>-- Been called a tease: hoe!!!
>-- Changed who you were to fit in: unfortunetly yes i have..i was a angered teen once that just wanted to be loved....ummm...no i'm a angered young adult that just wants to be loved!!! still true to this day. ask anyone!!!
>LAYER EIGHT:
>-- Age you hope to be married: whenever it happens. I dont plan
>-- Numbers and Names of Children: OMG. what kinda perfectionist made this. I DONT KNOW! I want to live not PLAN my life. though, i was watching les Miserables, and i wanan name my daughter coset...she was so cute in that movie, then she grew up to be played by that bitch...kirsten dunst!!!
>-- Describe your Dream Wedding: where im happy and with someone I love.
>-- How do you want to die: happy and with people I love. i want a vikig funeral. shipped out to sea in a wooden casket and burned. that willl be so hottt!!
>-- Where you want to go to college: N/A
>-- What do you want to be when you grow up: i wanna be a stripper that can make enough money to survive.. lol maybe a hooker!! lol
>-- What country would you most like to visit: theres several. I wont list them here.
>LAYER NINE:
>In a guy..
>-- Best eye color? green or blue
>-- Best hair color? blone, brown
>-- Short or long hair: i go wild for the medium length hair
>-- height: my height or somewhat shorter. No one TOO short.. and theres not too many NON gastly looking things taller than me.
>-- Best weight: fleshy. I dont want an anorexic I can break. but musclur but not an arnold...wow too too big."we haaave to get ooouuuuttttt offffff heeeerrrreeeee"!!!
>-- Best articles of clothing: something that looks good on them. but they are not a diva!
>-- Best first date location: wherever we both like.
>-- Best first kiss location: the cheek. a little lip. dammit a snack, not the whole kitchen..dammit!
>LAYER TEN:
>-- Number of drugs taken illegally: umm what number i lost count after 1....hehe
>-- Number of people I could trust with my life: goood question....well i would have to say Lauren.....she will always be there....i love you girl!!!
>-- Number of CDs that I own: at least 800+
>-- Number of piercings: 4 on left ear
>-- Number of tattoos: a beautifully done black rose on my right shoulder and ANGEL written amazingly on my belly under my belly button...love it...so hot!!!
>-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i think like 4 times..my dad gets in the newspaper alot and he tells them that he has 4 kids and our names follw. but dammit i have not been recognized! RECOGNIZE ME!!!
>-- Number of scars on my body: none..knock on wood!
>-- Number of things in my past that I REALLY regret: too many! Dammit i'm not brave, i just act kool! I should be braver, than i would have done alot of things differently.
enough for now...peace |
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[Feb. 5th, 2005|01:13 am] |
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ok so i got an angel tattoo last week those of you who did not see my flash everyone as soon as i got it. I love it! its already been through hell but it still looks awesome. it's on my stomach, so i'm afraid to shave there...what if it gets damaged. but it looks so much more attractive without the stomach hair. anyway i will try to get a picture for all to see or goddamn it visit me and see for yourself. anyway, thursday i met a guy named steven. he is really nice, blode hair, blue yes, thouh he was wearing purple contacts which looked hot as shit. he is 6ft2. piercings in his nipples, and a great smile. we have been talking for a couple days and i cannot rememeber where he lives but like it takes him an hr to get here...somewhere in va. i think?! well, we met up with leo at leo's friends house, he was dog sitting...what a good friend u are leo. that dog is the shit! leo, steven, and i smoked up on the porch and it was very awesome...reminder...need to et more pot...anyone know a really good connection...leo that reminds me i need to get sean's number from you before u leave us for good....i hate you for that. but you gotta do what you gotta do.
anyway, after seeing leo, steven and i went to silver diner high as bastards and ate way too much...mmm im hungry just thinking about it....i love being stoned but you get extremly hungry. then we went to the mall and met up with kyle for a hot second, went to toys r' us and performed sexual acts behind toys r' us..it was awesome but feel bad because it wa toys r' us...if it were behind a popeye's i would not feel so bad...sex and food right at your finger tips...ok that was only funny i guess to me...lol..i miss u mary,,,by the way we need to get together ...call me.....oh no i gotta work at 8:45 bullocks!!!!! peace |
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[Feb. 4th, 2005|07:08 pm] |
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i supposse you are all wonderin' "indeed, where hast thy mikey gone from thine eyes, for i cannot see him writing in his livejournal"? well, god dang it, i have been very busy as of late. As you all know or heard from others, i have been planning on moving for a while. i have found a home, at least for a years lease, at a place called the Avalon. Though it is but few feet away from my mother's abode, it will satisfy my every accomidation (hopefully). I have been working at the dreaded Tower for a while, and i am pissed out of my mind that i am not even close to becoming higher in the ranks. Mike sucks ass and is a liar. He said he would mention me in meetings, and really i doubt thats true because i have talked to two people in those higher ranks and they said that i have never been mentioned in a meeting concerning a posibble promotion, so i have decided to move on over to Starbucks and become a drome. they pay more like 10 dollars an hour....anyway deedee, bill and lucy are heading over ....more to update later....mikey |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|05:22 am] |
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ok so here it is, i have not been able to write my entries as most of you know why. so i will recap the terrible horrible no good very bad things i've been up to. i have been a slave to those who may refer it to as , yes i do believe it's called work. i have undoubtfully become a every routine kinda guy. I get up shower,shave the same way, skip breakfast ,take metro (the same route),go to work, hours later i get out of work and i smoke up and go on the computer till my brain rots or watch tv and feed my face until my brain rots. I am very glad i have friends to do these everyday task with, except for the bathroom task, that i can assure you all i do onmy own...potty trained here thank you. it's funny because i feel as though i don't belong with the others but yet people except me for me and that makes me feel great. i know this sounds sappy but seriously guys, other friends i have had in the past made me feel rotten and doubted my life with them many a time. i feel very comfortable with my new pals and they ones i grew up with, Reid and Lauren especially have been with me through thick nad thin and i appreciate that very much. I have developed new friedships and i cherish those very much. ok, in this part of the story you can stop reading if you are done with this stuff i'm sayin' i'm really high, i mean everything i say about people, but i am high so some things might not make sense. hahaha. anywhoo, i'm finally getting a tattoo tomorrow and there is nothing and nobody stopping me.
i am pissed at you leo though, for leaving and that sucks the big one. i have to come visit you and when i move u need to come back to christen it with diabocle things or what not. anyhow all i have to say is slow like a beeeeeeeee!!! a bumbble beee! peace out...love you all! |
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[Jan. 14th, 2005|01:38 am] |
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yo kiddies. it's your unle mikey. it's story time everyone. YEAH!!! ok, so check this out my friend leo busted ralph nader with some eggs...YEah!! ok i no i prolly should not say this for all you nader fans but it's the shit. i would love it if it was caught on film that would be hot!! anywhoo, did you see that god aweful weather last nite it was horrible. i live not that far from leo and others and i could not see his apartment or the metro for god sakes it was so misty out. it was like a blanket it was crazy! anyway i need to find a way out of here. my mom's house it's craziness. i want out. i love her to death but everytime i have friends over she some how embarresses me i mean im sure she does not need 6 people up in her crib but its my place to for the time being. so its like i feel her story and i feel my side of the story. we cramp eachother's styles. she likes quite and i like a party. i dunno. i need out. she needs me out. lol. oh well. anyway im going to sleep now...oh yeah i hung out with elizabeth from work and got high wit me...it was off the hook. but we were out too long...hasta... |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|01:16 am] |
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yo its me mikey. today i am feeling kinda wierd. two days of inventory and i'm really tired. though i did not have to get up at 6, sill i had long shifts. and these last three days very fun things happened after work. I got to know my co worker mary..she is the coolest ever. Leo and I, MAry, Michelle, and others. Have been some good times. I'm feeling very wierd though at the moment. Its the weed mixing in with beer. Having thoughts i though i had gotten rid of. Chris is a big factor with this day. Feelings of loneliness and pain kinda takes over my body and my mind. I think i'm going to take a break from drinking for a while..well i cannot mix the weed with drinking anymore. I feel distant and isolated from the rest tonight. At one point, i felt like everyone was after me with anything i said. I don't know why i thought this but i did and still have. Just a stupid thing that lingers you know. I felt/feel aweful about it and i have really know idea why. another good note...i have bought resident evil 2 and it sucks as a movie but with commentary it's fucking awesome...i love watching movies with commentary...it makes the movie more interesting. anyway i am blabbing my head off. Another random thought.....these acussations that have been filed against me about me and a shoe are simply not true...not nope...umm...no way...umm....ok yeah they are true...i did in fact get so stoned outta my mind i could not untie my shoe for 10 whole minutes. it was so fucking awesome....ya ok i'm gone i'm outa here.....love and milkshakes......and love mary,leo,kyle,michelle, and lauren...love you all even though im in a crappy mood tonight...im not wierd..i just feel things when im under the influence....more often then the average person but hey so sue me....peace |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|01:00 am] |
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Mean girls + Leo+ John+ Mary= lots and lots of fun! I heart everyone...that is so fetch!!! I will say lots and lots more when i get high...i will be in a better state of mind...hehe...peace out...i will update in a couple hours. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|09:33 am] |
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...so ya, i haven't written in a while...beeen so busy with trying to sort my life out. Here is a little update on my life for those of you who care. I have been working at Tower Records for umm...5 months now, and loving it. It can get really frustrating at times but it's all good. THEY NEVER CLOSE!!!! Which is totally rediculous (i can't spell). I love the people and i love the discounts. Though I spoil myself rotten with buying things all the time that i could really do without...umm...wait i rephrase, i cannot live without music...I'm totally into Le Tigre now and Head Automatica!!!! But i am spending way too much money then i can afford. I really need a new apartment, which hopefully i will get Leo's when he leaves. It's a small place but perfect for 1 maybe 2 people. AH Leo....what can i say...he's like my new guy best friend. It's better than having a boyfriend! Really, Leo is the greatest and I will be sad when he leaves for Boston to live with his sister.
We watch moves together, go to parties, smoke up together, and have dinner together. We have some really interesting talks as well. I wish i was more open minded like him, and more grounded as well. His world and how he thinks is so interesting. Now im not obssessed or anything gross like that but he is a great guy and a awesome friend. Don't get me wrong, the other Tower crew are fantastic as well.
Even though pay suck ass monkeys, i have found a home with this company. Now i just need my apartment and a nose job...hehe ok im half kidding bout that one. I am very content about having two successful parties, however i hated the drama that went on there. ATTENTION KIDDIES AT MY PARTIES>>> I REFUSE TO GET INTO THE SAND BOX WITH YOU!!! Just because there brake ups, does not mean i cannot have certain friends over, just because there is bad blood between people, does not mean i cannot have certain people over, jsut because someone does not like some people, does not mean i cannot have certain people over. OK, well those of who who read this and know me, you know what i'm talking about. WE are getting too old for this shit and it needs to stop. I love you all and always will, ok so people do not always get along, i can deal with that, hey i dont get along with some people, but i'm not going to hAVE A BAD TIME AT A PARTY JUST BECAUSE OF THAT.
Brush that shit of your shoulders and make the best of it...hello its a new year 2005 baby!! ok, maybe i sound to happy about a new year, but hey its a chance to start over, mend scars, blah blah blah..no sand boxes...grow up!!! And I will hopefully see you at my birthday, and there will be no drama dammit!!! i feel like everytime there is drama i am the teacher that needs to give time outs...go to the corner til the end of class and think about what you've done...thats bullshit people...which brings me to another point, am i crazy or has the evolution just gottewn really dumb?! When i am at the store, there are so many dumb people. For instance, when we give coupons out for 10 dollers off a next purchase, you have to bring it in to redeem the discount, you cant just walk in and expect a discount, you need the fuckin coupon in your fuckin hand. people are outrageous!!! that's just one instance, im not going into it but arghh i hate people!! SO, anyway i'm not making any new years resolutions cause really i don't ever keep them and i find it rediculous.
i want to write more but i simply cannot take it anymore....i love you all and umm ya go watch the movie...ELF it's fucking crazy...i hate Will farrell but the shit is crazy good!!! later peoples...have a healthy happy new year oh ya the only good charlotte is a dead one... |
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